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[04 Jul 2006|05:37pm] |
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I cannot wait to see fireworks tonight.
I'm happy.
This is good.
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[30 May 2006|05:18pm] |
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where'd you go?
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| drunk. kid. catholic. |
[29 May 2006|03:22pm] |
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I feel like I have so many options, but nothing spectcular.
Just blaaahh.
And everytime I feel like I should get close to someone, I freeze up because I think I'll be hurting someone else.
And I guess I am actually hurting myself, when it comes down to it.
Shoot me.
I really don't think I am capable of a relationship. Nor will I ever be in the future. (Thanks D!!!)
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[26 May 2006|09:00am] |
wow if I had known that I could get on livejournal at school, I would have updated more often. sorry kids.
Goal 1 for Summer: get swept off my feet.
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[22 May 2006|10:42pm] |
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tereza and tomas |
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You see, the thing is, I know what I want.
Believe that or not.
The person I want it with?
I can't mention right now, because I'm not exactly sure of who that is.
I'm scared of getting hurt.
Or hurting someone.
And being denied and crushed.
I just want someone to be there for, and them be there for me.
With affection as an added bonus.
I'm really not trying to be so complex and whiny.
It's just natural.
God damn it.
Let's sail away.
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| you would go on. |
[16 May 2006|05:50pm] |
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no.
you won't.
but anyways.
everything is okay.
not fine.
not great.
not awful.
just okay.
and I'm okay with that...?
I need to listen to better music.
And Zach Jordan is perhaps my best friend. And I want him to be happier.
I want summer.
wuddup sarah: have you ever been to california
Mjsilfies: no
wuddup sarah: well don't. it's lame.
suckaaaas
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| it's three a.m., i must be lonely |
[18 Apr 2006|04:17pm] |
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matchbox 20 and coldplay |
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no, it's really 4:17 p.m.
but you get the picture.
the new york trip was amazing.
i loved pratically every moment of it.
i am going to go back. i don't care what any of you guys say.
and prom was good.
very fun.
i'm in atlanta right now for spring break.
i'm trying to convience my mom to let me move down here for my senior year and go to private school. that'd be raw. i'm 49% sure i'd do it too.
because i am so over asheville. and tc roberson high school. and everything back home.
and brian's leaving at the end of the month to go to virgnia to become a pastor. and thats good and all, but gosh. why NOW? of all times for God to call him, it's now. when his biggest class are going to be seniors next year, and when we're without a pastor. it's so odd.
but i know that some good is to come out of it, it's bound to.
so yes, i'm over everything.
i'm over guys. and my friends get pissed for odd reasons.
yeah, i like to hangout, but when there's two 'couples', it's not that fun for me. that's why I like for Grant to be there, guys. and even when it's just maggie, hope, and I, I still feel like the odd person out.
i'm ready for this year to be over and for it to be summer. i can't wait.
perhaps i'll quit my job and get one down here in the ATL and live in my aunt's basement for the summer.
she said i could.
that'd be raw.
thats what i need. a chance to get away. from everyone and everything.
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| *it's gonna be alright. |
[16 Mar 2006|04:10pm] |
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if winter ends - bright eyes |
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i have five hours to get ready to leave for new york city.
and i am so not organized. well i guess i am, but i just don't feel it.
today was the longest day of my life.
last night i went to emily's house and we watched the notebook just like before we went to california and virginia. we like to think it brings us good luck.
i'm supposed to kiss chris jenkins tomorrow night on the empire state building. it should be really awkward and exciting.
i'm probably going to die because i just ate spaghetti that is two days old.
Grant asked me to the prom.
And I said yes.
so now all I need is a dress and confirmed plans.
and everything is crazy right now.
wish me luck.
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| happy pi day |
[14 Mar 2006|04:43pm] |
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rent. |
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the past month has just about been the most awkward time of my life.
and i'm about sick of everything.
i leave for new york on thursday.
and i cannot freaking wait. it's going to be so much fun.
i'm going to see wicked. I&$)*$y6w9yisu
and rent is an amazing movie.
and boys are weird. and stupid. they should respect a girl's decision to not want to do 'anything' with them right off the bat. and not try to hook up with one of your best friends, when they know you kinda like them.
{no offense, but that's just wrong}
and and and and i need:
*prom dress
*prom date
*prom plans
oh yeah and i'm 17.
geez livejournal, where have you been all my life?
well i must go shower.
it's the brother's birthday and we're going out.
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[25 Feb 2006|08:47pm] |
We belong together,
Like the open seas and shores.
Wedded by the planet force,
We've all been spoken for.
The hammer may strike,
Me dead on the ground,
A nail to my hand,
A cross on his crown.
We're done if, who we're undone,
Finished if who we are incomplete.
As one we are everything,
We are everything we need.
Webelongtogether,
Like the open seas and shores.
Wedded by the planet force,
We've all been spoken for.
What good is a life,
With no one to share,
The light of the moon,
The honor of a swear?
Will you try to live the way of which you speak?
Taste the milk of your mother earth's love?
Spread the word of consciousness you see?
We are everything we need.
We belong together,
Like the open seas and shores.
Wedded by the planet force,
We've all been spoken for.
All this indecision.
All this independent strain.
Still we've got our hearts on save,
We've got our hearts on save.
Someday when you're lonely,
Sometime after all this bliss,
Somewhere lost in emptiness,
I hope you find this gift.
I hope you find this gift.
I hope you find this gift.
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[23 Jan 2006|09:16pm] |
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landlocked blues - bright eyes |
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hmm so the snowball dance was a BLASSST. exactly what i needed. this entire weekend was awesome.
i'll leave that at that.
i start working wednesday.
hooray i need money.
looking for a prom date.
any suggestions?
i know a few i have in mind.
alright AP.
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[20 Jan 2006|04:57pm] |
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Ever the Same - Rob Thomas |
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( ever the same - rob thomas )
soo whats up......whatsup..
i hate second semester. i hate it wish a burning passion. the only good thing about it is AE (sometimes) and chemistry with em and chad and the cool kids..i miss last semester. i love history and english. i hate algebra two and science and computer app.. ahh goosh.
i have orientation tomorrow afternoon at old navy. thats kind of exciting. i hope i do well. i hope they like me.
i wish for too many things.
i am loving this new Rob Thomas song. it's so beautiful. It's one that I've defiently got on repeat.
i want to go see the new new world. it looks so good. and i want to see tristian and isolde..hmm i love love. but the ironic thing is, i haven't been feeling much.
i feel like no one really wants me around or anything, and now that softball season is starting, and i'm not playing, i'm going to miss that bond with the girls. like at lunch I sit with a few of them, and it's like whoa okay let's really not talk to Sarah. which is okay fine whatever. their lives. and people being a bitch to me all the time in most of my classes. it makes you really cool, so keep it up guys! i'm enjoying it!
i went to run last night on the tredmill...i should probably do it every day.
i need to leave. i want to go to university of nebraska at omaha. that'd be nice. it'd far away. out of the south.
but i doubt that will happen. i'm poor.
but i've got a job! wooo not.
man i can't even write what i really want in here it seems. because i know who's going to be reading it, and i don't want anyone to know anything bad i say or something. so sorry for complaing about myself all the time. sorry.
i wish zach still talked to me. he was nice to talk to. he always knew what to say. and he always made me feel better, even if it was just alittle bit. i feel really bad about how everything happened with him. i'm sorry.
but that's dead now.
wow i rock at having friends\
annnd tomorrow is also the rocking awesome gnarly snowball dance. hopefully it will be fun. i have a promised dance with chris jenkins. so that is good.
okay i must go enpty the dishwasher. because that's exactly what i want to do. hm no.
sorry.
p.s. lets go see rent, somebody.
bye
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| i'm holding my heart out buy clutching it too...(A@&#*(^#&($@#@)#*@$&$& |
[15 Jan 2006|09:54pm] |
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ehhh there should be an image there of my socks. if not, then oh well..
i hate random four day weekends the week after christmas vacation. i get so bored.
i've been on a nickel creek high all weekend.
and orlando bloom has never been finer.
and and and ... and
exams were okay. i hate school.
and i've decided i want to go to the university of nebraska. yeah that would be BALLA.
but it probably won't happen.
and i haven't gone to bed before two in a long time.
and and andandadnadnadadnadnadnadadnd
i wish i was in flordia right now. it'd be cool.
but those types of things always remind of stuff.
bye bitchess
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[10 Jan 2006|08:47pm] |
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your song - moulin rouge. |
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this song is so good. it just makes me want to weep or something.
gosh.
i get to sleep in tomorrow because i don't have take my exams tomorrow. but i have to take my ones on thursday.
oooh well...
the snowball dance...this could be interesting.hmm...yep. semi-formal. expensice. not sure lots of people will go. i hope i get a date or something.
and then prom is in april.
hmm yep.
i miss him.
kinda right now.
the reynolds game was fun last night. its always great seeing everyone. i miss it loads. i wouldn't mind going to ACR. but its too late now.
alright i'm out.
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| amor? amor what? amor love. |
[05 Jan 2006|08:09pm] |
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magic numbas. |
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Schooool sucks.
i need to lose weight.
i want to go to flordia next weekend.
i want to be out of school for the summer.
i need a job, although, i'm in the process of getting one.
i need to get my license, and then a car.
or maybe first a car.
annnd i want a boyfriend.
i want to go back to california.
i want my feet to stop hurting.
come find meee...
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[01 Jan 2006|10:49pm] |
whoa.
amber is colour of your energy.
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| pisces what?! |
[01 Jan 2006|06:59pm] |
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'06 is about as welcomed as '05 was.
so not very.
here's my overlook for the year from MSN...
Have you been accused of living in a dream world, Pisces? That’s not entirely true; you only see aspects of reality that others can’t. But this year you’ll discover a practical, businesslike streak in you that will enable you to face mundane matters with determination and confidence that you never knew you had. This doesn’t mean that your romantic, mystical, artistic side will go down the tubes. In fact, facing both romance and creativity with a more practical viewpoint could well improve both – and thus make the Fish VERY happy! You’ll be glowing with love, appearing more attractive. People will become more aware of you and whatever work you do – thus increasing your standing in all worlds. The key word here is, of course, balance.
new years was fun.
kayla and i babysat these kids, and they went to bed so we watched the mtv new years thing and yeah it was fun. we drank some bubbly (aka sparkling grape juice) and pigged out of birthday cake ice cream, peppermint ice cream, and chex-mix. yeah yeah yeah what what what.
and we danced to some kanye.
now i love me some kanye.
and that's it really
everything basically sucks.
kbye
oh yeah happy new years.
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| today's horoscope... |
[31 Dec 2005|01:14pm] |
Pisces
February 18 - March 19
In terms of outside events, the day ahead will be fairly calm. But your inner world is likely to be in a rush of activity. Today, you wish you could find the solution to your heartaches as well as your career predicaments. You'd like to achieve some supreme understanding of the events that took place over the past month, but first you must force your brain to slow down! Haste makes waste, as you well know!
hmm i agree.
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okay my final thing for the day, because its halarious...
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| movies. |
[30 Dec 2005|06:49pm] |
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everyone should go and see king kong. hope, bradfellow, and i went today..it it raw. RAWR. grr...kong is a beast.
annnd i cannot wait to see pirates of the caribbean 2. it is going to be awesome.
ahhh orlando bloom. ahhh.
he and william moseley are the current loves of my life. i think i should move to england. there are better guys there.
hmmm i've watched all of the lord of the rings movies this week. and all their special features. and return still makes me cry every time.
wow i am such a movie junkie.
i love it.
hmm what else, what else. christmas was good.
i guess i'm hangin out with Kayla tomorrow for new years, so that should be tiiiightttt...
yep.
hmmm alright...
i guess that is all.
ap.
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